sadest poem

[Darky]

this poem i am about to shair was when i was at one of my lowest pearts of my life to this day i still cry wile reading it so pleas read at your own risk





I lay here under my blankets bleeding from the slits in my wrists as i hear my parents come home. I lay there motionless as my mother walks up the stairs and knocks on my bedroom door. I Lay there whimpering quietly to myself. I hear my Mother open the door and ask me if everything was alright.The only thing i said was "Mommy, may i have another blanket? I'm really cold." I lay there until she walks off and grabs another blanket from the closet and lays it over me. She askes, "Is that better Son?" I respond quietly with "Yes Mommy." However she does not hear me. She askes once again “is that better son?”, As now she notices the blood on the floor and my lifeless body in the bed. She begins to cry and watch helplessly, while on the other side of the room, my father runs to the bedroom to ask her what is wrong. She does not speak, but only kisses my head and looks at him and whispers, "He is in a better place now..." while crying heavily as my father runs out of the room to call for an Ambulence. But it is already too late, as my mother cradles my  lifeless body and tears run down her face to fall on my cheeks. As I stand there watching my mother cry over my now lifeless body, as I begin to walk into the light I say “good bye”

[Red]

Thank you for sharing Darky. i hope those days are past and you've found better ones now. I'v been there myself wrote this sitting in the caf at north dundas (might very well be the hs you go/went to.)

Sitting in the corner watching others go by
Sitting waiting for something unknown
watching searching for something unseen
How I long for the end of this existence
I'm wasting my life waiting for a thing that wont come
Sadly dieing one minute at a time
I hate this life I hate this place I hate me
but still I want more of this thing that torments me so
I wish I knew what I needed to know
I wish I did what I needed to do
My world is falling apart around me and nothing has happened
I have often wondered Why I bother with it all
I've wondered why I dont just end it all
I wish I had the courage to do what I so want
but Sadly I dont so I sit and wait

[tecywiz121]

Wow, both of those have quite the depth of emotion behind them...  I do hope better days have found both of you :D

I don't think I have met either of you in person yet, come out to a meet sometime and say hi!

[Meer]

As darkness came and stole the light
My screams, inside, they fight for life
Silent hatred, steeped in fear
With tightened heart and darkened tear
These screams that tear from blackened seams
Tear through my mind, a nightmare's dream
That darkness still stared back at me
while gleaming nothing begged to be free
Glassy eyes of time long past
A morbid thought, it came at last

With shaking hand and dire emote
I reach for life, and the remote
The time has come to set it free
I hit the button and watch T.V.

The light has come, blessed not of God
but rather that of Hottest Rod
Samberg then of Andy kind
fills my thoughts, devoid of mind
The thoughts of glassy empty stare
and those of that darkened screen so bare
flee to places from whence they'd spawned
at least until there's nothing on.

Do not go gently into that good night
pick up the remote and bring the light.

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