So thanks to Mat I just discovered those things ruining my bedsheets for six months are bedbugs. Those ones that bite for my blood. For six months. Eww, disgusting.
So thinking about it, I decided to call the landlord first instead of pest control, because who knows how much an extermination would cost me. But I'd probably pay for it anyway because he's a douche bag. Or maybe he isn't and the only reason I feel this way because he hires a disabled old lady to clean the toilet and bathroom, who complains, every time we meet, how the landlord made her overwork her legs for greed. That, and his method of dealing with repeated fridge coolant leak is getting a new fridge. That is so old you can't even find it on Google. And he haven't fixed the running water in the toilet problem. And he calls me by my first name as it appears on my passport, which has been spelled with an extra space and nobody really uses it. On top of that, I just can't remember his office hour (he doesn't post it) and since it's a long weekend, I won't be able to hear back from him for another three bitten days. ("It's okay, I've been bitten for months, three days is nothing.") I should get an estimate from some exterminators but not sure what else I should do. Maybe call the city?
On top of this I've heard getting prepared for clearing bedbugs out can be a lot of work. Clothes should be washed, mattresses changed, bed frame thrown out, and cleaning up the whole room, everything. Hopefully I don't have to send 5 metres of faux fur into the dryer.
In addition, I've skipped assignments. Again. And my classes just don't interest me. But this time, I can't help wondering if uOttawa is really that bad like Ramses said. Maybe mom was right, should have gone to a better school, but by now with such bad grades it is too late.
One of my class mates told me that in office, Software Engineers (like him) would design software and have CompSci grads (like me) to do most of the coding. :o Does that mean I'm learning to be nothing but slave labour? Come to think of it, bad grades and no experience, can I get a job after I graduate at all? I miss Shanghai and my family, but foreigners finding work in China? Fat chance...
I feel tired, worn out, and I don't know where to go for help. There are a lot of people online who care about me, but I don't know who has the time to listen, to wait for me to type all this out.
Thanks for reading all this.


